i am only loney T^T

school reopen..T^T...m was just like sitting alone..bored like hell..i wonder why..they dont allow me to talk someone's bad word..so i did..and was just like take her as invisible..and they not happy again..i guess,this was my retribution..T^T..so now,the whole melaka,i am only loney..what am i suppose to do?just one word,they wont understand me forever..this morning ,i nearly thought i had no voice..i talk to everybody bt seems like they cant hear me..it's rude ,you know?but good thing,m going for a small trip during the next holiday,this cheer me a little bit.i find it it is hard to make friends,you wanted to be good friends with them,but they seems like not reallylike it.it's true la,people ald be frens for how many years..this is what i call u fren wad,not like some..ald frens for 6years..bt they quarell with u for just a littlr tiny thing,what a sad thins..=.=